When I was a student teacher teaching high school, there was an opportunity for me to take a handful of students to an all-day Art workshop at a local Art organization. It was only and exclusively for Honors students. I checked over the paperwork multiple times, and there was no where on the forms that required proof that the students you registered for the workshop were actually in the honors program. So I took the kids that were the troublemakers, low achievers, and the ones that did not fit in--and left the honor students back at school! My reasoning being...the honor students get enough special perks, rightfully so, but I had a feeling that this opportunity would, at least I hoped, be life changing for these students that rarely have an opportunity to shine. The cool thing about this workshop was that it reached across the Arts. I put the shy, very quiet, tiny ninth grade girl into a "stage combat" workshop for the day!! I put the boy that always mouthed back with some quick disrespectful comment into the "stand up comedy" workshop. I put the awkward, underdeveloped 11th grade boy into "drumming", the girl with very low self-esteem that was not the most talented at art, in a "ceramics" workshop and so on. The morning of the workshop all of us misfits loaded into a big yellow bus, and with noone saying a word to each other, we headed off to Honor's Art Workshop!!! (I should add, that I didn't tell the students either that it was Honor's workshop...I only told them that I took them because I thought they had special gifts in the Arts.) While they were there I got to cruise the galleries of the Art organization, drop into the workshops and observe, and meet for lunch with the other teachers...all the time keeping my little secret to myself.
Later that afternoon, all the teachers from around the city, gathered in the auditorium for the big show. Each workshop presented what they did on stage. I will never forget that day. The tiny, 9th grade, shy girl got on stage and majorly kicked ass!!!!! She punched, kicked, and threw boys three times her size across the stage!!! I was on my seat rooting her on like a nut!!! My mouthy, disrespectful little darling--he was the best stand up comedian there!!! That awkward 11th grade boy, that didn't have any friends at school...he was the one with the mean drum solo--who everyone high-fived afterwards!! And, my sweet, beautiful teenage girl, that had no self-esteem...she stood on stage, with her clay castle in hand, speaking confidently into a microphone about her work.
When we got back on that yellow bus, when it was all over...the atmosphere was electric!! Everyone was talking and I bribed the bus driver into stopping at Dairy Queen so I could buy everyone a cone!!
I'm crying just writing and remembering this. It was one of the most inspiring and exciting moments of my life.
That's what I believe being a teacher is about. That is what I believe education is about. Do you see why I have such trouble being where I am sometimes? In a place that believes the only thing worth anything is measured in higher test scores at the end of the year. It kills me.
So yesterday on Twitter and in my VIP room on Facebook, I asked all the Lovelies what they remember about Art class back in elementary/ middle school. I asked for the good, the bad, and the juicy! The answers I received ran the gamut. It's sad to hear how many adults even grew up without Art class as part of their academics. Then there were so many stories of individuals still carrying the hurt from being told they weren't good enough, or that their work didn't make the cut.
I asked, because honestly, I was feeling a little down on myself as an Art Teacher. I just came from my once a month meeting with all the Art teachers in the district, and well, I'm different. I feel different. I teach different. I have different ideas about how to approach lessons, the classroom setting, the environment, the projects we do. In a lot of ways...I even look different.
Alot of Art teachers direct focus on learning skills and techniques. I teach those things too...but they are never my main and only objective. A lot of teachers do these projects that seem kind of boring to me...I only choose stuff that excites me, which I learned--then really gets the kids jazzed up as well. But I mean...c'mon I teach Rosemarie Fiore to my students!! What the hell is wrong with me?
I believe in creating engaging conversations about culture and thinking critically. I believe in teaching students to look at a piece of Art, as if they were looking at their own life, to find the subtleties, the metaphors, the clues that point inward to secrets and answers. I believe in helping students gain tools to create creative communities later on in life---to have the ability to work with others in brainstorming and being innovative. These are the things I focus on. There are no standardized tests for these things...or rubrics that could best assess their growth. I just bank on the notion that what I am offering them, might come in handy some day, or at least take a place in their subconscious. I hope.
So my friends, I'm really curious. I honestly want to know...what do you remember about Art class when you were in Elementary/ Middle School? Please tell me the good, the bad, and the juicy. You can leave it in a comment, or send me a message directly HERE. I really appreciate you sharing...it is helping me be a better teacher, and become aware of things I might need to work on.
I'm all ears!
Peace & Love.
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9 comments:
I'm crying reading this. What a gift you gave those kids that day. (I can't help but think of my somewhat-awkward 7th-grade son.)
That aside, this is a great, thought-provoking discussion. I look forward to following it.
Connie, THIS is what teaching is all about. This is what parents want and hope and pray for their children...the people who are feeding their souls who care and have a desire to nurture. I'm emailing this to my son who wants to be a teacher -- of English and History but who also loves art.
I have no wonderful memories of art classes or teachers...because it was "rote". I still feel annoyance that someone will tell a child in kindergarten that a tree must have green leaves and a brown trunk. That the sky must be painted blue and the grass green. Why?? Why do we take our innate creativity and mold it into a "form"? Art is free and expressive...please always remember that. We need to remember that we each march to the beat of a different drum; that creativity does not come from a book and that it is expressed in so many different forms.
What you did that day for a field trip is what life is about...finding our spot, our niche and if we don't know where to go, having a mentor (for I believe you are more mentor than teacher) who can guide is towards that light.
You amaze me in every wonderful way.
P.S. I blogged about your video about Rosemarie Fiore today!
You absolutely and completely and totally ROCK !!!!
I LOOOVE what you did in that workshop. LOVE. I was an English teacher, technically, but a couple of times, I got to teach art, too, and I always managed to integrate writing and art into my English classes. I had some of the biggest breakthroughs with some of the biggest trouble makers when I used the arts. Kids gained self confidence and self worth. They discovered things about themselves. They found paths that they even now, through the magic of facebook I know this, they are continuing to walk.
I don't teach anymore for the exact frustrations you have. But the kids are still reaching out to tell me, 6 years later, that I had a big effect on them.
That was a very brave and wonderful thing you did. I have a soft spot for the underdog kids as well probably because I was one. Those kids will never forget what you did.
Your post today brings tears to my eyes reading - THOSE kids were 'gifted' that day and I applaud you and cheer with an upraised fist rolling and shouting YES! YES! YES! Go Connie! GO CONNIE, GO!
When I was around 12 our town had a summer guest artist program held to kick off a cultural arts center housed in a reclaimed warehouse. The guest artists were there for 6 weeks of teaching and students had to be recommended by a teacher for participation. I was recommended by both my english teacher for the creative writing gig (famous author at the time I can't recall now but I REALLY wanted to be in the writing class/workshop) and my instrumental music (I played cello)teacher for the music workshop (he was also teaching a clay/sculpture workshop) with Miles Davis, who I had NO idea who he was at the time. In the interview with Miles Davis I stated flat out that I really preferred to do the writing workshop - music was a chore and a bore to me, sorry. He slid my profile aside and looked at me quite soberly and said, "Then you should write." One of the HUGEST mistakes I EVER made. Do you have any idea how many times I've figuratively kicked myself in the butt after I learned what a genius that man was and what I could have learned in 6 weeks?????? I didn't get selected for the writing workshop either, much to my disappointment - my writing sample didn't have enough 'potential'. I hate that word, potential - it's so open to interpretation and misjudgement - as your kids on that field trip so aptly demonstrated. Anyone else would have said they had none but you and look what a payoff going against the odds had, for them and for yourself. That day was a treasure - precious, priceless treasure - for all of you! (pumping right arm in circles wildly and cheering)
I just wanted to say that it took me until I was twenty-eight years old to realize that art is for the artist. Beauty is NOT in the eye of the beholder - it is in the eye of the creator. My art is beautiful if I think so. Not if you, or anyone else, thinks so. This is HARD for people to realize. They show someone a painting and they wait to be praised instead of just praising themselves. I bet you are a fun, inspiring, AMAZING teacher. All I remember about elementary school are is being embarrassed to show it to people. I don't like people to watch me create, I need my privacy while painting/drawing/sewing. I ♥ you! :)
Connie - and everyone interested...
please check out http://www.teachingforartisticbehavior.org/
love this story! you are awesome for doing that!
after reading this post, it made me think of TAB (teaching for artistic behavior) - there is also an email group with tons of members and tons of great information -
it is all about choice based art education which is different but better! when kids can really choose what they're doing in art, they learn a lot - not just how to follow directions!
this is my first time commenting - but i just wanted to say that story was soooo beautiful. what a lovley person you are for doing that. its amazing. i really do feel that unprivilidged kids do need a chance to shine...defefinetly! i do feel sorry for those kids because they are innocent victims, they were just brought up around discouraging parents, unsupportive family, drug abuse, poverty...those kids are helpless victims, and unless we help them and shine a light on them, the cycle will just continue otherwise... x
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