Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Vulnerable & New

Posted by Connie at 5:00 AM


"Begin as you would like to continue" is what the amazing Jamie Ridler said to me.

The last time I attempted a self portrait I was in art school, about 15 years ago. But I want to begin this journey with a deeper honesty. I picked up the brush, sat in front of a mirror, and on my 34th birthday I started from the beginning again.

Vulnerable and new. That's how I feel. New to this painting thing, even though I've been doing it forever now. Vulnerable, because I have to accept where I am, and how much I have to learn, and all the time I've wasted painting...but wasn't really painting at all.

I'm getting back to basics. Diving into the painting process itself. Learning all the things I thought I forgot. Waking up from a deep sleep.

Peace & Love.

6 comments:

... Paige on December 29, 2009 7:09 AM said...

to begin again is as opening one's eyes after a blink

thank for the inspiration

Genie Sea on December 29, 2009 9:27 AM said...

Happy Belated Birthday! :) May your journey be spectacularly raw, deliciously honest and fantastically real! May the surprises bring fountains of delight. May the exploration be like that of a child! :)

Love the self-portrait. :)

Lisa on December 29, 2009 10:33 AM said...

Ah - good morning! May you wake into a gentle and fulfilling life as you celebrate all the things that got you here. :)

patti on December 29, 2009 1:54 PM said...

You have created a beautiful self-portrait Connie, I really like it. You appear so pensive, calm and focused.

sweetmango on December 29, 2009 10:58 PM said...

beautiful just like you.
i love this Connie.
and as is the case with you and me being sisters and all that, I too am going to go right back to basics and start again, i got dragged down a painting road i never really intended to go down and have to back track now and find my way again. I really only left it 2 years ago, but i was supposed to be entering major art comps this past year, I had a lot of backing of major artists here in Australia. Time to back track and PAINT.
Glad we are both doing this together.
xxiloveyouxx
michelle

differenceayearmakes on December 30, 2009 1:26 PM said...

Don't discredit what you did before - it's all grist for the creative mill.

Beautiful.