Trusting That She Knows Best

TRUST ME, YOU ARE READY
Morning Painting, acrylic on paper, 18" x 12"

These are some of my Morning Paintings, as I like to call them. Kind of like Julia Cameron's Morning Pages. Except instead of purging my mind through three pages of writing--I purge my consciousness through my paintbrush and color, pattern, and line.

TWO FACED FRIEND
Morning Painting, tempera on paper, 24" x 18"


I started this practice right after returning from the Wild Heart Painting Retreat.

And, it lasted hard-core-full-force for a few weeks.

AN ORIGINAL IDEA
Morning Painting, tempera on paper, 17" x 15.5"

Until things started to organically balance itself out.

Now I still wake up and immediately go into the studio--but I make a pit-stop in the kitchen first to put on a cup of tea. Then, before I pull out my Art supplies, I sit in meditation for awhile. Followed by a little Yoga.

Sometimes I spend more time on the mat then I do with the brush. Some days it's the other way around. Others, I find I never make it past the meditation part--as I get lost in listening to the birds chirp outside my window and don't want to move Nyla's sweet head asleep on my lap.

And as much as I long to check my email, jump on Twitter, and see what everyone's up to on Facebook...I save that for very, very last.

My morning, at least for an hour--is just for me.

LILY BROOKE
(inspired by two of my kiddos at school)
tempera on paper, 12" x 9"


We spend so much time doing. Going from the next thing to the next and thinking about the hundredth thing to do after that before we even started the first.

For me, my Morning Pages started out as me doing it--being an Artist working from my core. I think if I just kept up at the rate that I started at, I would have crashed and burned a couple weeks ago. But I'm into listening to that voice now-a-days, trusting that she knows best.

7 comments:

dosfishes said...

It's so lovely to hear your inner voice reflected here.
Loved your belly from yesterday, me too ample belly needs to get in balance.

Painting, meditation, yoga, it's all the same really isn't it...

xo

~Barb~ said...

I'm learning to listen to my inner self, too...it never leads me astray. It's only when I fall prey to what I think others want or I fail to listen to that voice inside myself that things don't go so well.

I love reading your posts and sharing your journey with you. You are so amazing.

Much Peace & Love,
~Barb~

Brandi Reynolds said...

You are such an amazing artist and I am so inspired by your honesty. You totally rock girl!

nolaa gallery said...

love these morning paintings! geez, what time do you get up??
whatever happened w school? pt next year?

Robin said...

I loved reading this... very uplifting. And I love your paintings. I LOVE THEM!

Lisa said...

I envy your mornings!!

Something about that first painting you posted is so speaking to me. I seriously almost lost my breath at the message...I don't know if I'm feeling my own energy or yours, but either way...

Keep going, beautiful. This path your on is AMAZING.

Lis said...

this just makes me smile ... so hard, my teeth hurt ... but a wonderful feeling

oh, i love the birds these days ... this is one of my favorites :)