Me, All Teary Eyed


That's me.
All teary eyed.

And please excuse me, but I feel the need to document this big day.
This step in a new direction.
This manifestation of yet another dream.

Today I signed on the dotted line. I handed over some money. I made a huge commitment to myself and this wildly crazy journey I'm on.

Here it is....

Next year I will officially be in a year long, highly intensive, knock-your-socks-off Yoga Teacher Training & Advance Studies program at my beloved yoga studio Yoga Pura that I have been a member of for almost five years.

Year after year I think "oh I should do this"..."oh I would LOVE to do this".
But I always talk myself out of it.
I don't have enough time. I don't have enough money. I haven't lost enough weight. I'm not really ready. Who do I think I am.

But, yes, I don't have enough time--this commitment is crazy-
really--what am I thinking?!?!
And yes, I don't have enough money--seriously, how am I going to do this?
And yes, my body is far from the perfect images that drape across the cover of Yoga Journal.

But yes, I am ready...and I trust that it will all work out perfectly.
Yes I am ready to commit to a practice that has given me so much all these years.
Yes I am ready to get a grip on time management and solidify my priorities and just do it.
Yes I am ready to be a student, to go deeper, to be pushed and challenged in way that scare the hell out of me.
And yes, I am ready to make myself a vessel--in hopes that I can bring the gifts of Yoga to others. That yes, I can heal...and bring healing to many others.

Yes, I think I'm ready....and here I go.

Thank you for sharing this exciting day with me! BIG hugs to everyone!!!



19 comments:

Tracy Carlton said...

CONGRATULATIONS CONNIE!

And thank you for continually being the FRIGGIN' INSPIRING BEING that you are.

Mwuoh!

(oh ya, the word verification? wabeedog! isn't that just the FUNNEST word!)

:o)

Beverley said...

Big congratulations Connie, you so deserve this, thanks from the Universe for all the inspiration and support you give to others all around the world that interact with you via your courses, blog and website.

Rejoice in being imperfectly perfect - I am!

Love and light, Beverley

Ken said...

Did you know that you've slowly become one of my biggest inspirations? Well, you have. So thanks.

Mar said...

awesome congratulations!!!..live the dream woman!

nacherluver said...

Wow! Congrats to you. Much luck on your journey.

Ophelia said...

You are amazing!!!!! Thanks for sharing this day with us!

Kim Mailhot said...

You are beautiful in your tears, Connie.
Congratulations on loving yourself this well ! Enjoy the process !

Lisa said...

I am so so so so so so so excited for you! So so.

So.

EEE! :)

Zura said...

Wow!! You are so brave, Connie. Congratulations and I wish for you that all your yoga dreams come true.

Cynthia Eloise said...

awesome,good luck.

Tracie said...

You are rockin it mama! Go for it!!!

Painted Sky Woman said...

You do what makes your heart sing and your feet dance with joy Connie.

Toni said...

Congratulations Connie!!! Thank you for sharing your special day!

Kelly Warren said...

That is a beautiful teary eyed face. Congrats on your decision. You will be just as awesome as you always are. :-) Happy Thanksgiving!

darrah parker said...

Yayayayay!

heidiherrera said...

Congratulations Connie! What an amazing journey you're about to take!

Happy Thanksgiving!!

laurie b said...

so very, very happy for you!!! you continue to push forward into your dreams and inspire me. let me know when your first yoga class is because i will be the first to sign up!!!

Emily said...

Connie, you are already a healer in so many ways:)

I think it's great that you are following your heart and soul with this dream. It is also a dream of mine to one day become a yoga teacher, if I can just figure a way out of this pain...

Who knows? Perhaps I will be able to help others who are in such pain one day? That's the way the universe works sometimes.

Good luck on this journey; it sounds like you already have a solid foundation of practice, spirit, and determination- you'll be great!!!

Emma said...

Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!