Art Saves & It Saves & It Saves & It Saves



Last week I had the honor to be a guest curator at the site Crescendoh. This site--created from the vision and hard work of Jenny Doh, is dedicated to sharing "Art Saves" stories from Artists of all over the globe. Recently, Crescendoh had a launch party celebrating the birth of this amazing venture and the LOVEly Suzi Blu put together a video of that party.

You have to watch it.

You have to listen to the Art Saves stories shared by Artists Suzi Blu and Melody Ross. Their words and their struggles are yes, inspiring.....but it is their complete and open honesty that shook me from the ground up. They don't candy coat their journeys--but rather highlight their defeats to prove how hardships are catalysts for growth, creativity, and moments of great strength.

Right after I returned from my amazing Painting From the Wild Heart retreat with Chris Zydel in March, I needed to then concentrate on writing my own Art Saves story for Crescendoh. This, to my surprise was a very daunting task. I knew before going to the retreat exactly what I was going to say---what points I wanted to touch upon--even little tidbits of witty charm to throw in for fun. Then I went to the retreat and my whole life changed.

When I had to write my Art Saves story--I had no idea where to begin, or even how to communicate--because now, Art Saved me in a way I wasn't expecting. Like I said HERE, Art Saved me when I wasn't even ready to save myself.

But the thing is, what I'm going to share with you now....is that when I wrote that Art Saves story I did the best I could....but I still felt deep in my heart that I was hiding the real, honest, grimy, glorious truth of how Art saved me over and over and over again in my life. The Goddess Queen was snarking at me for not putting it all out there....but the Capricorn part of my brain was trying to keep things poetic and pretty--and even though I hate to admit it: SAFE.

All last week when I was "guest curator" I felt a tiny bit like a fraud. Like I wasn't telling the whole story. Like I wasn't saying exactly what I needed to say.

Then, late at night, I decide to watch the video above, and tears ran down my face. How cathartic and healing honesty is. Even when it is not your own. Just to witness another person opening their truth to the Universe is like standing arms raised under a waterfall of LOVE. You can't help but relate and sympathize with that person---even if their story is completely foreign to your own. Truth is truth, no matter how we express it.

And we all have savior stories....or we would not be here.

If it isn't Art...then it's something else...Yoga, writing, hiking, cooking, or even needle point. The Universe grants us each beautiful gifts to hold onto to help us through those rough patches--to keep us a float when we're in our darkest hours. Mine, like Suzi Blu, Melody Ross, and thousands of others, happens to be Art.

Art has saved me over and over and over again.

And now I'm ready to be honest. Now I'm ready to fully tell my story. Now it's time to be BRAVE.

Stick around Dirty Footprints Studio this week, and you'll see what I mean.

Another Thank You



Wow! What a past couple of days!! Let's admit it---what a week!! Full of extreme emotions and overwhelming gratitude. And if you watch the video above Hansel and I made for you---full of laughter as well.

I am grateful, so, so, so very grateful. This was the beginning of a new chapter of my Creative Juicy Life, and what a great foundation to set.

Thanks again to all the Lovelies who opened up their hearts and wallets, and showered Hansel and I with great LOVE!!! As promised, Hansel and I randomly pulled three Lovelies to win some Dirty Footprints Studio LOVE of their own.....so please congratulate Kathy Jordan, Jonathan "Blade" Manning, and Kelly Warren--I will be contacting you three soon to talk prizes!! (Plus--Hansel and I are making certain that every one that contributed feels like a winner--keep your eyes open..that's all I'll say!)

And, I just want to say again that both Hansel and I were blown away--totally flabbergasted---by the huge web of LOVE that fell over Dirty Footprints Studio in our time of need. We appreciate all that you did to help us---from the Lovelies that donated $2 to the ones that donated $50 and even $100--thank you, thank you!! We also are extremely appreciative to the many of you that helped tweet, facebooked, and blogged our news. The generous community that rose to the opportunity to support a dream and help a Creative Juicy soul made me very proud to call myself a blogger--very proud to be part of such a family of Creative Juicy souls---very proud of the amazing individuals that are friends and readers of Dirty Footprints Studio!!

All of you--even the souls that come here and only read--who never leave a comment--EVERYONE--your energy is felt and alive here at Dirty Footprints Studio--you matter to me. Your Creative Juicy presence is the reason why I want to give more--to be more--to serve the world more as a Creative Juicy Spirit of Light. Thank you once again....and please, please remember--there is great, great LOVE here for each of you.

Big hugs my friends!!
BIG HUGS!

OMGoodness!!!! THANK YOU!



OMGoodness!!! We just woke up and ran to the computer!!! Honestly--that is our faces when we saw all the LOVE and SUPPORT and overflowing amount of goodness. WoW!! WOW!! WOW!!!

Lovelies, we are both so moved...so deeply, deeply touched. This is incredible--and we are both so absolutely grateful and full of LOVE.

We LOVE you. Thank you!! Thank you!!!

We promise....video coming this afternoon....we'll have some winners!! But wow!! We're the real winners here!! I can't believe it!!

So much LOVE!

I am speechless.

$663.92 from 42 LOVELIES
Thank You.

Super Big HUGS,
Connie & Hansel

I DESPERATELY NEED YOUR HELP!!!




Dear Friends of Dirty Footprints Studio,

I desperately need your help. At first, I wasn't going to mention this online, because I didn't want to embarrass Hansel...but after great thought.....I realized that it is not our fault...and we have nothing to be embarrassed of....instead, we like many of you I'm sure....live with a trusting, open heart and believe that others do as well.

Last night Hansel and I went dancing. Yep--salsa dancing at some friends house. When we got home we were so high off of dancing bliss that for the FIRST TIME EVER Hansel forgot his camera and tri-pod in the back of our car.

That is why we were so horribly disappointed and hurt to wake up this morning to learn that some bozo broke into our car purposely to steal Hansel's camera and tripod. Now--because of a high deductible on our insurance Hansel is out of a camera and we are forced to pay $250 to fix our window.

I have been a mess about this all day.

Honestly, I don't care about the freaking window. What breaks my heart is that Hansel lost his beloved camera.

Just a few months ago Hansel too made a decision that it was time to start following his heart and take his passions more seriously. He worked extra hard and also sold some prized possession so he could purchase THIS CAMERA and a new laptop to begin his journey into studying Photography. This was a huge deal to Hansel and photography is something that he LOVES and ADORES...possibly as much if not more then he LOVES and adores me!!!

Dear, dear, dear friends of Dirty Footprints Studio...I'm desperate for your help. Could you please chip in to help Hansel buy another camera to follow his dreams. I know I'm really going out on a limb here...but if you are a regular here at Dirty Footprints Studio you can go through many of my posts and see the tons of photos Hansel takes. HE IS AWESOME!!

Here's the thing.....I am going to give away THREE GIFTS to THREE generous individuals that help chip in. It doesn't matter if you chip in $1 or a $100--after you chip in please leave a comment below saying you did and your name will be entered into a raffle. If you are one of the three lucky winners you may choose between the gifts below:

1. FREE Registration to Art Journal LOVE Letters
2. A Little LOVELY found in my Etsy Shop HERE
3. A Little LOVELY commission like the one I created HERE

All you need to do is hit the Chip In Button below and donate what you can. After you do so please leave a comment stating you did--and you will be entered into the raffle. I will be choosing names on Saturday, June 4th---unless we hit $400 sooner--I will choose then.

Anything you can do to help would mean the world to us....including blogging, tweeting, and Facebooking about this raffle to your friends.

I thank you from the bottom of my Creative Juicy heart.

Big hugs,
Connie


It's Friday...





Do something fun.

(Like roller blade'n!)

Thank You Hafiz

The moon this past weekend in Sedona. Photo by Hansel.



WITH THAT MOON LANGUAGE


Admit something.

Everyone you see, you say to them,
"Love me."

Of course you do not do this out loud;
Otherwise,
Someone would call the cops.

Still though, think about this,
This great pull in us
To connect.

Why not become the one
Who lives with a full moon in each eye
That is always saying,

With that sweet moon
Language,

What every other eye in this world
Is dying to
Hear.


-Hafiz

Tonight

Photo taken in Sedona by Hansel.

Full moon
candlelight
patchouli incense
organic dark chocolate
my cozy little patio
the sound of distant cars on the highway
and a blank journal page.


This week has been all about dreaming, planning, giggling with friends, and Yoga. I can't forget that I'm on vacation you see....and I must always remember: I'm building a LIFE not a living. Tonight, I'm offering everything over to that beautiful full moon. I hope she hears my wishes, I hope she gets a kick out of my dreams.


Wishcasting Wednesday LOVE


Miss Jamie Awesome, you never fail to amaze me with your timely Wishcasting questions....today: What do you wish for your space?

When I think of space, I think of this Creative Juicy Life that I occupy. I think of the wonderful people that surround me. The beautiful landscape I live in. I think of my dear, dear, LOVE of my Creative Juicy Life: Hansel. I think of our sweet little apartment that is cozy, colorful, and safe. I think of Dirty Footprints Studio and the kindred souls that gather here. I think of the things I occupy this space with like Yoga, painting, exercise, meditation, reading, phone calls with friends, slow cooked meals, smoothies, and long walks with my doggie.

So, when I take the time to count my blessings and realize in my heart what an abundant Creative Juicy Life that fills my space, how could I wish for anything more?

But there is one thing....one little thing that I wish for to bring into this space of my Creative Juicy Life...and that is the presence and energy of more beautiful people that believe in their dreams--that have a LOVE for life and a passion to make this world a better place. I wish to invite all the dreamers, optimists, and positive, Creative Juicy souls into my space to share in the LOVE that I have and the LOVE that I hope to manifest more of.


This Wednesday I am again blessed with being a guest curator over at Crescendoh! Please take a looksie!!
And don't forget...all this week Art Journal LOVE Letters is on sale!!! Go HERE for more info & to register.

Growing

Me in Sedona as the sun set. Photo taken by my Hansel, of course!

Growing is the most important and essential endeavor that a human being can undertake. You can make and lose money; you can be promoted and demoted in the world. Never, at any stage, is there any certainty about what will happen to you in this life. However, there is one thing that nobody can ever take away from you--the growth you attain through your own search for Self-knowledge. Furthermore, this growth and understanding become the foundation that sustains you through any and all worldly difficulties, and that allows you--whatever the form of your physical experience--to find in life a continuously unbroken flow of total well-being.

--Swami Chetanananda from the book Yoga Gems

Belly LOVE: Lessons From Mother Earth


I couldn't wait to share this week's Belly LOVE with all of you!!!

This past Saturday Hansel and I took a roadtrip to our beloved Sedona to celebrate the beginning of my Summer break and a new chapter of my Creative Juicy Life. We both adore this little, red rock town and like usual Connie/Hansel fashion--I brought my video camera and oil pastels and Hansel his camera and tripod!

What we didn't expect was a massive windstorm waiting for us there--which explains my windblown hairstyle!! Even though my face got massively windburned and my lips are attractively chapped and crusty now....I took the winds as an oracle from the Universe that change is here.



Here I am standing Rocky Balboa style on Bell Rock. I wanted to climb higher, but honestly, the winds were quite fierce that I decided that where I was on this hike was perfect enough. I didn't need to go anywhere else--I had everything I needed at that moment--a beautiful landscape, the sun on my skin, the LOVE of my life by my side, and the strength to hold myself up as the wind tangled around my body.

As Hansel wandered around with his camera, I laid down on the warm red rock and took a nap.

When I finally woke up--I felt as if I had slept for an entire year. I didn't want to leave that bed I made on dear Mother Nature's red rock gown. So I laid there for awhile staring at the blue sky and watching the wind ruffle and tickle my t-shirt that covered my belly.



I think laying in complete trust and surrender on dear Mother Earth is the closest we can get to that feeling of being cradled in the arms of our own Mother as a newborn baby.

When we go back to that very simple, very natural, raw feeling of being safe and LOVEd and protected by the energy of Mother Earth---our body operates in tune with the wind--it echoes the season that sits at our feet-- and our cells naturally match the climate changes and adapts to the elements.

We are the red rocks, the strong winds, the fluffly clouds above. We are the tree branches that dip down and touch the grass. We are the dust that swirls in little whirlpools and creates crevices in the mountain tops.

How can I look at the masterpiece of this beautiful planet and not see the masterpiece that I too inhabit in this body of mine?

Oh Sedona, with your bulbous, curvaceous figures of stone. You remind me what is so beautiful of my own body...my own bulbous, curvaceous figure of flesh and strong bones.

How dare I think anything less.


Thank you for sharing in my Belly LOVE journey.

If you want to see some fun video footage from my trip to Sedona go HERE and HERE!!!

Also, this week I am a guest curator at Crescendoh.
Each day is a new adventure in Creative Juiciness. Check it out!!

Plus--if you aren't already marinating in the Art Journal LOVE,
this week is your chance to register for the sale price of $25!!
Go HERE for more info & to join us!

Big hugs!! Big LOVE!

(All photos shot by the LOVE of my Creative Juicy Life: Hansel.)

Today's A Big Deal!!

CRESCENDOh.com

Not only does today kick off my 10 week Summer break--ANNNND the beginning of a new chapter in Dirty Footprints Studio history....Starting today I also have the honor of being one of three fabulous guest curators on the site Crescendoh.

Yeah, seriously---it is that cool--or, as Miss Jenny Doh would say--that hot!

So please go HERE to read my own personal Art Saves story and be sure to stop by HERE every day to see the Creative Juicy link LOVE I feature--as well as share in the stories and links of three other Creative Juicy Lovelies: Laura Kaufmann, Kelly Warren and Karen Grunberg!!! Fun! Fun! Fun!!

But like I said on Friday--I have only just begun!!! Start expecting more Creative Juicy awesomeness from Dirty Footprints Studio then ever......Can you believe it?!?!.....Is it possible?!?! I have so many ideas and projects just waiting to be born into existence that my heart is spinning like a pink glittery top!! That is another reason why I am just overflowing with LOVE and deep appreciation to Jenny Doh and her crew of Crescendoh Loveliness for including me in their circle of Art Saving Magic....it is because of Art that I am now starting a new chapter of my Creative Juicy Life. I am sincerely honored to be surrounded by other strong, inspiring Artists right now--at Crescendoh--here at Dirty Footprints Studio--and especially in my online workshop Art Journal LOVE Letters.

I am so excited!!!

To help celebrate and make this week extra special I am offering a Crescendoh "That's Totally Hot" Sale on Art Journal LOVE Letters registration!!!! We're talking cheap! cheap! cheap!! All week you can register for Art Journal LOVE letters for a delicious $25!! Click HERE for more information about this online LOVE affair...and click the button below to get started!!!

SORRY-SALE IS OVER. PLEASE JOIN THE DIRTY FOOTPRINTS STUDIO NEWSLETTER HERE AND BECOME A FRIEND ON FACEBOOK HERE TO BE KEPT UP TO DATE WHEN THE NEXT AMAZING SALE WILL HAPPEN!!!


Big hugs!!

Expand Your Creativity


Take an hour or a whole day...
but dedicate some time today to disconnect from the computer
and expand your creativity!!!

Paint!
Scribble!
Sew an apron!
Take photographs of your cat!
Learn how to Hula Hoop like the pros!! (that's what I'm gonna do!!)
Make Art about an Artist you dig!
Write a Poem about the Moon!
Finger paint with your kiddo!

Pass it on!!!

The Best Mantra



This video has changed my life.

Maybe it will change yours as well.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I've Only Just Begun


Today is my very last day of work.

Wednesday was my last day with the kiddos--yesterday I spent my day cleaning the Art room and preparing it for the next teacher to inhabit. And now Friday it's a pot-luck breakfast with the teachers and putting the final touches on the last chapter of my Creative Juicy Life.

It's been an emotional week, my friends. Very emotional and exhausting. I thought today I'd be jumping for joy and sharing a dance video with you...but instead, I find myself going inward and seeking moments of solitude.

I'm not just changing jobs this time around. This is something bigger. Something I can't explain--or even possess the words to describe to myself even.

So, I turn to painting of course.

I spent last night on the patio by candlelight--painting. I'm not finished you see....I've only just begun.

Yes, oh yes.........I've only just begun.




Promotion



Here is a little peak into a paper quilt my eighth graders created for their Promotion ceremony on Thursday.



This is only a facet of the Creative Juicy Art we created for this big day.


I'm so excited....because I feel like it's my Promotion as well.

Please visit Dirty Footprints Studio tomorrow to celebrate my very last day of school!

Bring your BIG dreams!!

Wishcasting Wednesday LOVE



Miss Jamie Awesome asked us this week......What do you wish to have?

Well...this summer (which starts in two days for me)....I just wanna have FUN!


Who Do You Think YOU Are????


WATCH THIS!! Seriously....please...watch this!! You will be so happy you did!


Who do you think YOU are?

I think I am capable of making magic happen everyday.
I think I am deserving of my dreams.
I think my dreams are deserving of this one BIG life I possess.
I think I am a superstar in this BIG, BIG life.
That's right, I think I'm a BIG deal.
I think I'm a healer, a teacher, an Artist with a capital A.
I think I'm freakin-A-funny, and a blast to be around.
I think I have something important to share.
I think I'm ready to be in control--and admit that means nothing.
I think I'm gonna rock the world when I let you know what I got in store.
I think I'm nice.
I think I'm gonna live to be 100.
I think one day I'll finally speak Spanish fluently.
I think I'm a Yogini, and I hold that dear to my heart.
I think I got something.
I think my bad habits are charming.
I think I'm an entrepreneur...or one of those stylishly phrased "innerpreneur."
I think I paint differently then alot of other Artists out there.
I think I'm a good writer and make delicious smoothies.
I think I'm not perfect.
But I think I'm enough.


Tell me....who do you think YOU are?

Belly LOVE: Move


This is only my third Belly LOVE post, and wow--how my attitude and perspective on what I am doing has changed.

I keep learning these HUGE lessons. Having these amazing awakenings. And finding myself in tears--as if my shell is beginning to crack open and healing light is making its way softly in.

This past week, I began to move. In other words--exercise intentionally!

A year ago this time I had a running practice that made me super happy--but a few months into it, it resulted in a terrible foot injury that after numerous tests and a few different doctors--it is still not quite the same. That injury really hurt me--not only physically--but I let it stop my whole fitness plan altogether.

Honestly, I gave up.

If I couldn't run....then what was any of it worth. I even started to become lax on my Yoga practice as well.

But, this past week I told myself I would begin again. Like really begin---turn on the 30 Day Shred kind of begin!! Pull out my Power Yoga DVD and start sweating like crazy begin! And guess what, even though Jillian Michaels majorly has been kicking my juicy ass---I feel alive, strong, and ready to handle anything!

This week, I laid on the floor sweating waterfalls, and I began to cry. My whole self became overwhelmed with gratitude. Gratitude that I could feel the blood rushing through my veins--gratitude that my muscles were aching and killing me---gratitude that I was out of breath and my cheeks were rosy and glistening! Gratitude that I was alive. Completely, 100%, ALIVE.

My tears made me realize something.....I have been living in great fear. Not exercising--giving up---was me giving into fear. This past week I exercised intensely four times. Just in those four sessions, I already feel a bit stronger, a bit leaner even. And you know what--it's scary.

It's scary to feel your own power rushing through your body. It's scary to have nothing to hide behind--no excuses that you can prescribe to anymore. It's scary to really take a look at yourself and see where you are, who you are, how you feel even....and realize that there is only one answer that sits in your lap, and is waiting for you to move....

Move forward.
Move your body.
Move your attitudes, believes, stories you tell into the garbage--and take on a new lifestyle altogether.

I'm serious about this. Do you hear me?

I'm serious about facing fear directly in the belly....and working with it--befriending it--standing strong in warrior pose with it--pushing myself through interval training with it--and letting it fuel this new life I am entering into.

Fuel, that I will burn...fuel that I will recycle into wisdom, if I'm lucky.



BELLY LOVE WISDOM

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face....You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.
--Eleanor Roosevelt

And Then We Jump


Here's a video I made of some of the cool things Artists are doing in Phoenix--where I live!
I hope it will inspire you to at least turn the computer off and get creative
--or go check out the Art in your neighborhood!

Yesterday the big plan was to keep the computer off and make Art...along with soak in a little sunshine, spend some time on the patio with a good book, and squeeze a few extra moments out on my Yoga mat.

Instead.....I forgot about two major deadlines I had to meet by today that required my monitor on. Yes.....seriously...I forgot. School has turned my mind to mush and things that I'm usually on top of (like the checkbook, the laundry, and my deadlines) seem to get all scrambled with the million and a half things I need to do to finish up the school year....not to mention....finish my last days at this school.....in this position.....this job.

(Just so you know...Friday is my last day.)

But isn't this how dreams go? Isn't this how life moves us?

We dream, we plan, we build, we face obstacles and challenges, we try our best to prepare. Then we jump.

Then all that comes next is another day. Another day to dream, to plan, to build, to face obstacles and challenges, to try our best and to prepare for the next big jump.

I'm already living the dream, you see. I've been living it all along.

Just at different levels of Truth--different levels of understanding of who I am in this dream.

YOU Deserve It!



Post the above image on your blog or FB wall--
give some LOVE to Dirty Footprints Studio--
and spend the day making Art!!
You deserve it!!!

As most of you know...I'm in the transition of creating a brand new, shiny life for myself--and even though a big facet of this new life involves sharing the LOVE through the beauty, immediacy, and huge embrace that is the internet...I still want to find a balance--and have days that are completely disconnected from the online world.

So that's what I'm doing!! Turning off the computer....and making Art, laying in the sun with my doggie, reading, and spending extra time on my Yoga mat.

All the goodness of the bloggy world, and tid-bits of Twitter and Facebook will be there tomorrow....but today---there's only one of these to play with! Enjoy!

The Path



"The real beginning of spiritual practice is evident when we accept responsibility for ourselves, that is, when we acknowledge that ultimately there are no answers outside of ourselves, and no gurus, no teachers, and no philosophies that can solve the problems of our lives. They can only suggest, guide, and inspire. It is our dedication to living with open hearts and our commitment to the day-to-day details of our lives that will transform us. When we are open to the present moment, we shine forth. At these times, we are not on a spiritual path: we are the spiritual path."

--Judith Lasater from the book

To Surrender Into


La Jolla, California
Taken by Hansel, the LOVE of my life!


I've been struggling with Miss Jamie Awesome's Wishcasting question this week: What do you wish to experience? Not because I don't know what I want to experience...because that I do completely...instead I struggle for the words to best express what it is.

Please, let me try my best....

I LOVE the ocean. Adore her. Worship her, and believe so deeply in her healing abilities. A big part of my desire to move to Costa Rica lies in my longing to be near here always.

I've only been with the ocean a few handful of times in my life though--and each time I run to her and throw myself fully into her embrace. Sometimes I even crawl inside an unflattering body suit and strap myself to a surfboard.

All to feel the power of her.

I'm not good at surfing, but it's the falling that I've become quite fond of. The being sucked under with the wave and spit back up onto shore. The way you have to give yourself over to her majesty.......surrender......or you will find yourself struggling a useless battle.

That is what I want to experience in my life.

I want to feel that high I get from letting go and letting the forces of the Earth take care of me. I want to feel that sense of peace and excitement that comes from complete surrender.

I want my life to ebb and flow with the purpose of my existence. I want to become fond of my falling--as I watch the shore appear--comfortably--waiting for me to arrive. I want to be present for each wave, and ready for each tide--with open arms, and a heart full of TRUST.

Ten Twinkling Stars

THE STARS BEGAN TO FALL

Here's an old painting of mine! I've always had a thing for stars!


Tonight Hansel, Nyla, and I went for a walk down the street to the Blockbusters. We do this maybe once a week--or every two weeks. When we get there, Hansel will go inside and pick a movie--and I'll hang outside with Nyla. Usually I just wait by the door like a dork as Nyla wins the hearts of everyone that walks by!

Tonight though, I noticed a tiny patch of grass that was located across from the store and next to the busy street. Instead of being the Blockbuster official greeters, this time I took Nyla to the green oasis where we both laid down. About three feet from my ear was the racing sound of cars and above glaring down on me was the glow of street lights.

But through all this static--a deep, dark, pthalo blue sky stared right back at me. I counted ten twinkling stars on that blanket of blue.

Ten twinkling stars for the cost of nothing, but taking the time to look up.

What else am I missing in this Big Beautiful World, because I'm so busy going from point A to point B?

I'm on a mission to find out, that's all I got to say.

Get Onto The Bus!

The LOVE Bus!!! tempera paint on paper, 24" x 18"

Over on Art Journal LOVE Letters we gather together for LIVE online chats that are so inspiring, fun, and a bit silly even!! A couple nights ago we had one...and the LOVE Bus came up because one of the Lovelies did THIS cool stuff on a school bus!

I was having a nutty day at work yesterday...and decided to center myself by sitting with the kiddos and just paint. Thus, the LOVE Bus painting above!

That's all I got for you. Yep. That's it.

Well, one other thing....you know....you should really join us over at Art Journal LOVE Letters! It's full of inspiring people, great conversation, and lots of Art Journal LOVE!!! Go HERE to get onto the LOVE bus!!

Lessons On Painting

Don't ask!! I was just being silly!


Why do I spend so much time in the future?

Seriously, it's starting to get on my nerves. Getting a bit boring as well.

I have sooooo much to do before school is over , and I can't get my mind off of what projects I want to be working on this summer, this fall, this winter, and even all the way through the beginning of next summer as well. When, truth is, what I should be doing NOW is falling by the way side.

Wow, I think I've never used the term "way side" before. Is it one word or two?

Do you see what I mean? I think I just got it.

I like to distract myself from the present moment--by throwing myself whole heartedly into the future--or into chitter chatter about something entirely different--like the word wayside. (I tried spelling it as one word this time.)

According to my beloved Mooji, he says the future and past are nothing but a waste of time.

True.

Very true.

It's just a matter of me beginning to really practice that--and fully understanding it.

That's where painting comes in. Seriously. When I paint--I'm right there in that moment. I let go of any ideas of what it might look like later--and what it looked like when it began usually gets painted over by a shade of violet or blue anyways!

Awww, painting.......where would I be without you!?!?!

Belly LOVE: Answers Within


Belly LOVE Reflection

Here's the deal....

Belly LOVE is not just about my belly. That's only a tiny part of it. But--it's the part that snatches my attention--and many of others as well. Truth is, this armor of pudge I've been wearing is covering deeper issues, habits, and ways of thinking about myself--my power--and my life. That's what Belly LOVE is really about. That's the core issue of this journey. Tearing down the armor of pudge and letting the truth of who I really am shine brightly--physically and even more--spiritually.

When I say Belly LOVE-- think of it as a soft, sweet, comforting way of addressing my body as a vessel to house this Creative Juicy spirit of mine. When I speak of Belly LOVE--I might refer to cleaning this house, making some repairs, doing a little remodeling, maybe a little landscaping, decorating, and transforming this house into a warm home---a sanctuary.

Last week I had a really rough time. My days were bonkers. Stressed out. And full of too many deadlines and things that I needed to do--but not enough time or energy to complete them all. The people around me were bonkers, stressed out, and also carrying way too much on their plate. I felt like I was suffocating in a bubble of stress--where everything inside this bubble was bouncing off the walls and hitting me in the process.

Through all of this, I couldn't find the focus to keep a food journal or to write how many veggies and fruits I ate in a chart. I had the intention to. But with all the other things I had to do--with the piles and piles of paperwork that needed to be completed--writing one more thing would have put me over the edge.

Seriously.

So I made a conscious decision NOT to do it. And I made a conscious decision to be mindful of what I did do. And, the one thing that I did every single morning and night--was YOGA. I even got myself to Yoga class a few times.

It was around Wednesday when Yoga helped me pop the stress bubble I put myself in. From that point on Yoga helped me feel awake and alive in those challenging moments--instead of suspended in a bubble of stress. Yoga made me aware that I constantly have a choice. A choice to choose between what will deliver me energy and what will steal it from me.

This applies to everything. From work situations, relationships, food, to even what movies we watch.

I decided that I didn't want another thing to do--like writing down my meals. Yoga reminded me that what I need is already a part of me.

What I need is to turn up the voice within my body. To really listen. To allow myself the time to be quiet and centered enough to know what it is asking. Yoga is the tool that helps me hear the voice of my belly. These movements of stretching, breathing, and holding myself up in a powerful stance connects me with the wisdom of my body unlike any journal or chart ever could. When I stand on my mat I can feel my circulation....I can feel my muscles wrap around my bones and hold me up...and I swear I can even feel the drop of sweat before it leaves my pore.

And I realize....deep, deep down inside me....during Yoga....I feel how my body LOVEs me. How my body is alive and working to house me--to serve me--and to support the mission of my life.

This armor of pudge has been hiding my truth. It has been covering up things--like faith, strength, and innate wisdom. This armor is not made of chain mail, but rather cells filled with memories and ideas that no longer serve me. I do not need to lose weight---instead, I need to shed this armor for good. I need to release the voices that are trapped in each fat cell--and let their story fall from me in drops of salty sweat as they rest in the earth below.

Belly LOVE, you see my friends, is about a journey that has been waiting patiently for me to finally gain the courage to begin. And the funny thing is, when I finally realized this, I started at the same place where I've left off over and over again....my Yoga practice.



Belly LOVE Intentions

This week, as I navigate through and around many other stress bubbles--my intention is to focus on my Yoga practice first and foremost--as a total act of Belly LOVE.



Belly LOVE Wisdom

This past week there were three beautiful Belly LOVE posts of wisdom I read that I would like to share with you....

The Secrets The Body Wants to Tell Me by Heather Plett of Fumbling For Words
(About looking at the body as a journey.)

Mother You Are Enough by Julie Daley of Unabashedly Female
(About embracing our physical flaws as a gift.)

Cynco de Sober by Suzi Blu
(About realizing that sometimes what our bodies need most is healing, space, and kindness.)



Art Sound YOU


(awwww....feels good to be back to making videos after a little hiatus!!)


Have you heard about the cool retreat Art Sound YOU?

Chris Zydel from Creative Juices Arts and Fabeku Fatunmise from Sankofa Song are hosting an intuitive painting, sacred drumming, healing sound retreat this August 15-19 in Portland, Oregon. We're talking a whole five days full of Paint--Creativity--Paint--Bliss--Paint--and Healing Vibes!!!

The coolest thing too is that my dear friends are offering the friends and fans of Dirty Footprints Studio $150 off of registration!!! All you need to do is email Chris Zydel at ChrisZydel(at)CreativeJuicesArts(dot)com and tell her that YOU ♥ Dirty Footprints Studio!!! And if that isn't cool enough---all through the month of May they are also offering an early bird special of $100! That's a $250 savings!! Wahoo!!

Be sure to check it out and pass it on!!!



Click on the button above for more info!

PS Belly LOVE will be here tomorrow!

Laura Chinchilla LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!



Another HUGE reason that I need to move to Costa Rica super soon:

Laura Chinchilla

--Costa Rica's FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENT just took office!!!

Big LOVE For the Mamas!!!

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In honor of Mother's Day--and in celebration of all the awesome, Creative Juicy Mamas that are readers of Dirty Footprints Studio--I am offering a big Mama SALE on my totally fabulouso online workshop:

Art Journal LOVE Letters

Till midnight (PST), Sunday, May 9th you can sign up for Art Journal LOVE Letters for a super cheap price of $25.00

SORRY SALE IS OVER.
GO HERE TO REGISTER AT THE REGULAR PRICE OF $32.40.


That is a HUGE savings from the original price of $32.40.

Art Journal LOVE Letters is more then an online workshop....it is an online LOVE affair where you will fall madly, passionately, and deeply in LOVE with your Art Journal through a foundation of techniques, inspiring prompts, LOVE struck musings on the beauty of Art Journaling, and tons of warm, encouraging, informative feedback by me--Connie Hozvicka--a Licensed Art teacher with a BA in Painting and Art History and over 15 years of experience of teaching individuals of all abitlities, backgrounds, skill levels, and ages.

Here's what Jamie Ridler had to say about her LOVE affair with Art Journal LOVE Letters...


I Heart Art Journal Love Letters from Jamie Ridler on Vimeo.

To learn more please go HERE.

But this Big Mama sale is only available by pressing the above pay button.

Happy Mother's Day!!!

Look forward to sharing the LOVE with you!

All Is Full of LOVE



You'll be given LOVE
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given LOVE
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of LOVE
All around you

All is full of LOVE
You just ain't receiving
All is full of LOVE
Your phone is off the hook
All is full of LOVE
Your doors are all shut
All is full of LOVE

All is full of LOVE
All is full of LOVE
All is full of LOVE
All is full of LOVE
All is full of LOVE

--lyrics by the amazing Bjork
--angelically sung by the equally amazing PS22 Chorus



My friends....there is great, great, great LOVE here for you.


Oh Yeah!


It's FRIDAY!!!

I made it through the week...and for a few moments, I started to wonder if I would!!

Then I realized how silly...

Stress...how much of it is really in our minds?

How much of it do we bring upon ourselves?

Once I digested that thought...

Stress started to melt away in the Arizona sun..

I began to hum and sing...

Then the hip shakin' boogie'n began again!!

Care to join me?!?!



Turn it UP!!!!

Tonight


I appreciate these moments....
where I am so exhausted...
that everything about myself stops.

In these moments, I feel the pull of gravity.

And I settle into groundedness.

Into that part of myself that is too tired to think,
to debate with reality,
to do anything but just be.

Note To Self: Simple, Centered & True



What I LOVE about this Etsy video portrait above is how the lives of the "Brown Rice Family" are intentionally simple. They base their days mindfully upon two things---music and soap. Both, which I instantly thought are about cleansing--music cleanses the soul and soap the body.

I'm taking note.

I told you before, I'm building a Life, not a living--and I LOVE to see examples of those that are living a LIFE and making a living from a place of centeredness and truth.

It gives me further permission to stray from the pack---break through cultural conditioning--follow the silly, blissful stories of my heart.

It makes me feel like dancing.....


I. Am. Exhausted.


Work is seriously kicking my butt.

The end of the school year is rough.
Everyone's done.
Fried.
Burned out.
Bonkers.

I have to remind myself to take extra good care of myself during times like this.
Do the neti pot.
Drink smoothies.
Sip echinacea tea.
Take a hot bath.
Yoga! Yoga! Yoga--even if it means laying in child's pose for ten minutes.
Breathe.

But....I just wanted to share a little something with you.

This week is National Teacher Appreciation Week....
Please, if you have children of your own--please give a little extra LOVE to your child's teacher.

Here are some suggestions....
chocolate
chocolate
chocolate.

(And don't forget the Art Teacher!!)

Belly LOVE


One of the most empowering moments in Dirty Footprints Studio history had to be exposing my belly HERE last week. And I don't mean a quick flash---it was a full, in your face portrait of my mushy middle! Honestly, I didn't expect the response that I so lovingly received. Never in a million years would I have imagined Lovelies would have viewed this act of shamelessness as actually an act of bravery.

Wowsers! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Because of you, I feel even more jazzed, more supported, more confidant about my journey into reclaiming my health and physical power back.

Furthermore--I was touched deeply by all the emails from Lovelies feeling they are in the same boat--and ready for a change.

So, let's do it!

Seriously, let's travel this journey together--share the Belly LOVE, and celebrate and support one another. If it's your belly that needs loving, your juicy caboose, or simply an overall body tune-up, let's face our mush together--embrace it, nurture it, and balance our lives and bodies to reflect how we truly feel about ourselves inside.

From here on out---I'm dedicating Mondays to Belly LOVE! Monday's are perfect, because it's at the beginning of the week--and perfect for reflecting on the past week and setting intentions for the current one.

As you know, I am not a fitness expert or nutritionist or anyone that anyone should be taking advice from on this stuff!! With that said, Belly LOVE is really about me sharing my journey with you--and you joining in by sharing as well--and lots of LOVE and support for one another.

So enough said......here's my Belly LOVE for this week.




Belly LOVE Wisdom

This week I want to share two nuggets of Belly LOVE wisdom with you. One is THIS most amazingly beautiful post by Denise at the blog Boho Girl Photography. She writes about how seeing THIS banned Lane Bryant commercial made her more comfortable in her own skin and helped her embrace her Belly LOVE with wide, open arms. I am so grateful to Denise for writing this post, because it was part of the fuel for myself to embrace where I am in my Belly LOVE journey as well.

Second, I want to share the above video by one of my favorite YouTubers: Yuri Elkaim. He is so fantastic!! Almost every day Yuri posts an inspiring and very educational video about fitness and holistic, natural living through mindful eating. He is a big promoter of a vegan, raw lifestyle--but is very open to other's decisions to not fully embrace this entirely as well. Simply put---he's real. So watch the above video--because that will explain my intentions for this week.


Belly LOVE Intentions

This week I am going to take Yuri's advice on the three things in regards to being more mindful about one's diet--

1. I am getting rid of the boxed foods in our freezer. There's not many, except for waffles and vegetarian chicken burgers (those things are full of crapola anyways), and he says get rid of canned foods...but the only canned foods we have are beans. I asked Yuri if that's ok...and I assume that it is. So I'm keeping those babies around.

2. Keeping a food journal. I kept a food journal before in my life--and it really helped. I thought twice about eating something unhealthy, just because I didn't want to document it in writing. But, I LOVE Yuri's idea of actually writing how I feel before, during, and after eating the food. Wow!! That's genius....and a goal that I plan to try this week. As difficult that it may be.

3. I'm going to create that chart for adding more fruits and veggies. I can't wait to see how many I actually do eat a day. I pride myself on being a vegetarian and living a veggie-fruit lifestlyle--but this will be good to see how true to the cause I really am!! My question to Yuri--and to you as well, maybe you know, is if I juice a fruit or veggie--does that count as a serving? Until I learn differently, I'm going to say yes!!

What are your intentions for this week in LOVING your belly? Share them here in a comment, post them on your blog, or stick them on the frig in the kitchen!!


Belly LOVE Reflection

Why am I doing this? That's my main question. Why am I putting my battle with the bulge out there in the public for everyone to see and judge? Am I afraid that I might start something that I don't finish--and after I just made a big splash about it?

Well, truth is yes. I'm doing this because I need to. I need to find my center again within my body. It's out of whack. And, I know for myself, that I'll stick to it if I feel that there is something keeping me accountable. AAANND--this is an honest part of my journey into Truth, Trust, and Commitment--my three words I swore to live by this year of 2010. I am posting it here to document all of it--my successes and failures. My Truth.

Also, I need to start now. Even though I have a million and one things I need to get finished before school is over in three weeks--I have to start. Even if it means taking baby steps right now. It is all good. So, if you choose to join the Belly LOVE movement/community/revolution--you do what is best for you--what fits in your life--but you commit to making change--that's all that matters!

Last, let me say--the most important thing is we can help each other. So I hope you join in the Belly LOVE in your own special way. I know there is much I can learn from you.


Belly LOVE Challenge

This week I challenge you to meet yourself exactly where you are. Take a picture of the part(s) of your body that need your LOVE. Don't feel that you need to post them on the internet, even though I will tell you--it might set you free--or help solidify this journey for you even more. No pressure though--I respect that this Belly LOVE journey is unique, special, and different for each of us.


Belly LOVE Creativity

After you take those photos of your own body--instead of stashing them in between the mattresses, why not glue them into your Art Journal and begin to create. Here are some ideas of what you can do in your Art Journal...
  • Decorate and beautify the parts of your body that most need your LOVE.
  • Use paint or paint pens to tattoo your body with loving words.
  • Write a letter to your body expressing gratitude for the things that it is capable of doing now, the abundance it has brought into your life now, and the health that it has now.
Or maybe you don't use your photos at all. Recently I created a Morning Drawing in oil pastels of how I felt about my body. Here it is...


As you can see, there are two bodies holding hands--each with half a face looking at one another. Though, they are encapsulated together--they are one in a sense--even though they are separate.


Share The Belly LOVE

Commit to LOVING yourself...share your journey to inspire others do the same!


Belly LOVE





Big Belly HUGS!!!