|38 Weeks Pregnant Today.|
The henna is fading.
The sun is rising earlier.
I've been taking a lavender bath every night--
And barely sleeping.
I make line drawings with ink during the day--
Mandalas, repetitive patterns, and silly intuitive creatures.
And am being visited by frogs, turtles, and ducks in my dreams.
I breathe into my heart center
Imagining the space growing wider, brighter, larger.
Encompassing not just me and him--
But all life that exists.
I forgive. I let go. I surrender.
I do nothing and watch tv.
I've started practicing japa once again.